“I am Trans.”
The announcement came in emails to her father and me. “I am trans.” It may has well been the King of England with the message, “I am your daughter.” Whatever “trans” was it was not our daughter. Any parent should know this. No therapists are needed. Our daughter had been indoctrinated. Professionals trained in undue influence and cults confirmed suspicions and provided valuable insights.
Our daughter “is” no longer “trans.” After an estrangement her dissociation has dissipated, and her identity reestablished in truth and love of family. What follows is not about our family experience but an exploration of undue influence that can lead to tragic consequences. Nobody “is trans.” But people can be “affirmed,” take medications, and surgically alter their bodies for lies.
The current historical context of dislocation from organizing symbolic structures, decaying belief systems concerning religion, authority, marriage, family, and death, and a "protean style" of continuous psychological experimentation with the self is conducive to the growth of cults. - Robert J. Lifton, M.D.
In the beginning there was AIDS…
The announcement of AIDS/HIV in 1982 opened the floodgates for an orchestrated “born in the wrong body” campaign. “TQ+” followed LGB for the “civil right” of living in medical drag. LGBTQ+ are inseparable in the eyes of industry. Countless industry leaders launched careers from AIDS. The LGBTQ+ juggernaut is now their master. Robert Garofalo, Caitlyn Ryan, and A.C. Demidont are among them. The media and tech sectors were poised with emerging tools to spread industry messages. The point was not always to tell the truth.
Tactics
Today new medical programs of “gender” sit like temples to a new religion peppering the healthcare landscape. Natural phenomenon, vaccines, toxins, disease, or other maladies cannot explain the events that have unfolded. But believing in “gendered” souls can. So can other things.
Johns Hopkins endocrinologist John Money knew that men obsessed with inhabiting womanhood (idée fixe) needed to focus on reality, not a false sense of themselves. Money had other ideas. Psychology, words, sex, and drugs have been used since time began to influence behavior. Today these tactics hunt for victims to populate a social engineering experiment in “gender medicine.” Focus on a belief like “gender identity” and obsession can set in.
Weaponizing the word, “gender,” sometimes coupled with the word “identity” or “dysphoria” come first. Under the umbrella of healthcare, “gender” bestows an heir of truth. Do not be deceived. Those on the receiving end of Stanley Milgram’s famous “electric shocks” were part of a psychological experiment. They were not harmed. That “gender” is real, means sex can be wrong. Sex cannot lie. “Gender” is an experiment. This time harmful protocols and not pretend electric shocks are delivered.
Drugs
Puberty blockers and cross sex hormones are often a one-way street, at least for some time. They are not safe and effective. Lies get repeated, warnings ignored, and the agenda presses on.
Drug induced female facial hair means “manhood.” Silicone breasts and lipstick on a man is “womanhood.” Seeing is believing in “gender” land. Does this mind trick create dysphoria and an obsession to reach the next surgical goal? Does it create a confused public? Drug addiction can follow but can social acceptance and media addiction also follow?
In 1967 it turned out there was no utopia in the “summer of love.” Was the era organic or influenced? LSD was abundant. A dangerous “family” emerged united not by blood but drugs, sex, a leader, and his beliefs. Crimes ensued.
Haight Asbury Free Medical Clinics were also launched that summer by UCSF physician David E. Smith to treat the addicted and STD infected. Smith also launched the Journal of Psychedelic Drugs the same year. In 1970 the journal published a study on the Manson Family.
The journal would change its name to the Journal of Psychoactive Drugs. Today what began as the country’s first free clinic has transformed to Healthright360, an integrated system of Federally Qualified Health Centers. On their menu of services is “transgender specialized care.”
The glitter families of social justice will not find utopia in cross-sex injections and surgically altered bodies either. “Love is love” is a failed campaign. A sordid history will be told. Cross sex hormones may not be LSD, but they are powerful. Can they be dissociative agents? Crimes committed by Audrey Hale and others have made the news. Others would go untold if not for citizen journalists. What role does history play? What role do drugs play to entice membership, in crimes happening, in missing and altered sex organs, in porn markets, and in the rise of an industry?
Surgeries
Men and women can select from a growing menu of plastic surgery fixes. Marketing informs that silicone, lasers, liposuction, and neuromodulators can produce better models of self. Results belie this. Morality has no place. Subjectivity rules. Markets flourish anyway. New and better procedures are always on the horizon.
Since the advent of synthetic hormones and advances in medical technologies endocrinologists and plastic surgeons wield their tools not just for disease, accidents, or birth defects, but to alter or create something altogether foreign to the human body. “Born in the wrong body,” is not a birth defect any more than what society deems inadequate breasts, but this is the dawn of a new age and synthetic biology is upon us.
Despite a history of harms the desire for breast implants were marketed into existence and socially contagious. A US ban in 1992 did not prevent industry development of new models. As plastic surgeons admit, “Over the last few decades, especially with the recent evolution of social media, the emphasis on body image is evident.”
Influencers today sell an escape from the “perfect female.” The perfect “transboy” or “transman” has been born. Males too can escape the horrors of their sex. They can be made in the image of a woman, a “transwoman.” Porn, a culture saturated with sex, institutional support, drugs, media, and a big push from the top drive desire.
The implementation of male castration in punishment, obedience, enforced sterility, and more goes back centuries. Animal testis and extracts once became the go to source of treatment for male sexual issues. Eventually labeled as quackery, the idea went mainstream first. No internet was needed before it did.
Females younger by the day are often the target of industry advertisement. Every portion of the female anatomy can be fashioned by plastic surgeons to be more (fill in the blank). No wonder females are running from their reality. Believe the magic and the new masters of creation will sell the latest fix as the propaganda for perfection beckons in the internet era. The ideas are ludicrous and impossible and also excellent money makers.
But it is more than this. It is a game-planned synthetic sex/ creationist /transhumanist movement attempting to mold human beings via drugs, surgeries, and synthetic technologies into something other than what God, or nature, intended. It is like a giant machine pushing and pulling. Orchestrators push “gender” downward through society and pull up the indoctrinated into positions of power to do the same to those below.
Ranks
Like any cult there is a rank. The highest rank is reserved for a rising global technocracy that invests and rakes in power and money to launch industry. Corporations are coerced onboard. Administrators of medicine are too. Medical boards, societies, associations, and academic centers morph into a propaganda arm of industry. They provide marching orders for the medical army composing today’s integrated medical delivery system ushering society into a one model system of healthcare. Governments are enticed to be “inclusive,” no matter what is at stake. NGOs flourish with industry donations moving everything in the same direction.
Everything feeds the beast – education, technology, law, media and loads of money. Businesses in the private sector swell paying homage to the new religion. Devoid of a moral compass, markets care only about bottom lines.
Orchestrator funding has corrupted science, medicine, and fields of study. From an indoctrinated populace rise “gendered souls.” Mental health clinics and sex reassignment surgery (SRS) centers push patients along a swift pipeline. Obedient victims pay homage to the cult. Deniers are denounced. A next generation is victimized. Some go into law, medicine, and politics. Harms multiply.
Cognitive dissonance reigns under undue influence. Doubling down on convictions and avoiding facts becomes status quo. Member defection means power, money, and social credit can be gone in a flash.
Price Tags
Sex based characteristics are suggested tithings to the group. “Transboys” for daughters and “transgirls” for sons are the price for family admission. “Trans” dads and moms are a thing, too. Sex is out. “Gender” is in. Services expand for “family creation.” Penises, breasts, sexual pleasure, future children, voices, facial structures, relationships, and the things that make us human are the price for individual admission. A generation is lost.
Members think they can “choose” their level of involvement. Informed consent and choice cannot exist in the system of “care” created. Puberty blockers and cross sex hormones can influence behavior making patients feel like they are “in the wrong body.” How can they not? Could they influence the desire to climb an impossible ladder seeking the next surgical request?
Programs have been forged at academic institutions where they were once forbidden, or at least considered untouchable and unpalatable to decent human beings. The dozen or so “gender identity” programs born in the 2nd half of the 20th Century were mostly shuttered when Johns Hopkins closed its clinic in 1979. By the turn of the 21st century, the gender industry was on the march again. Rising sex reassignment surgery centers, as well as youth “gender” clinics, would soon be buzzing.
Forging a Path the Political Way
A political apparatus in support of “gender” began decades ago. MTF transactivist Riki Wilchins took on “gay rights, feminism, and Congress…and won” in the 1990’s. Did Congressional members buy into, or were bought out for, this global cause?
In 1996 Wilchins launched the political advocacy group GenderPAC. The mostly transsexual adult male members now had a political voice. It was Wilchins who encouraged the group to include “gender identity,” eventually preferring the term “gender.” He worked with global corporations like IBM, JP Morgan, and Ernst and Young. He also worked with Jon Stryker’s Arcus Foundation and Tim Gill’s Gill Foundation, key billionaires behind the “gender” cause.
GenderPAC rallied and lectured for their gendered rights. Under the cover of “hate crimes,” using the ambiguous term “gender,” and aligning his “gender” cause with women and other minority groups, Congressional members signed on. With the help of a global corporation (Ernst and Young), they gathered colleges through the Genius Index. Campuses bought the lie putting research grants and program growth over student health. Not enough took notice of the depravity, the weirdness of it all, the danger lurking, and that it was not so genius after all.

Soon the movement was no longer about mostly transsexual males, but a more diverse “transgender” population was taking shape, and it had support. It is one that says anyone can be “trans.” “Biology is not destiny,” became a rallying cry.
In 2006 GenderPAC rebranded as True Child. Today True Child partners with the White House, CDC, state governments, school districts and more pushing global “gender” goals.
Going Viral
In 2007 a 7-year-old boy, Jazz Jennings, appeared on 20/20 with Barbara Walters. Walters repeats industry talking points. “But for some children what’s between their legs does not match what’s between their ears,” comes in the first 40 seconds. “They were born in the wrong body,” is delivered by fifty. A therapist weighs in. The psychiatry book that knows everything, the DSM, is referenced. Walters ask, and Jazz exhibits, his “gendered” artwork. The public is to believe. Children can be born “trans” is the message. Cults love to sell magic, and this is magic talk. The same phrases would permeate society in the years to come. They are propaganda on a global scale. Love bombing, another cult tactic, could begin as Jazz and his family are paraded throughout the media.
The Children’s Hospital Association, the administration and advocacy arm of most US children’s hospitals, welcomed Children’s gender clinics in many of its 200+ hospitals in the years since. Youth and their families flock to the temples of “gender” in increasing numbers paying homage to this novel religion. Parents display their “trans” children on social media. Doctors display their “trans” patients. Could this be a form of factidious disorder in adults caring for children? Tech algorithms push the lies and hide the truth. An evil marketing scheme emerges driving more patients to “fix” their sexed bodies.
An early Sex Reassignment Surgery Center forges the way
Not all adult gender identity clinics closed in 1979. In 1969, as the story goes, a “transsexual woman,” walked into the office of surgeon Stanley Biber at Mount San Raphael Hospital in Trinidad, CO. Before long Trinidad had usurped Hopkins becoming known as the “sex change capital.” While Biber quit operating in 2003 it was not before finding a protégé. MTF Marci Bowers continued on at Trinidad. Attention made the hospital uneasy. A 2007 BBC reality show did not help. In 2010 the clinic closed. The torch would live on but not at Mount San Raphael.
“Dissonance between a person’s soul and body,” is what Bowers calls it on a 2022 Global Scalpels podcast. That is magic talk. Since leaving Trinidad, Bowers operates a private clinic in CA. He claims to continue his “Trinidad legacy” with a Colorado administrative staff. In 2017 Bowers helped launch Mount Sinai’s Center for Transgender Medicine and Surgery where he works alongside a team of 37 practitioners.
An Early Children’s Gender Clinic forges the way
From 1969 until the 1990s intersex children were the youngest candidates for genital surgeries. David Reimer fought to stop these surgeries after his own family was coerced into participating in John Money’s agenda and forging a daughter out of their son. Reimer would not accept the lies but industry would squash wider dissent. After reverting back to life as a male at age 14, Reimer took his own life at the age of 34 in 2004. Intersex children remain surgical candidates although CA leads the way to stop it. CA also leads the way as a surrogate state for “transgender” children and now fill clinics with the indoctrinated.
The UCLA Center for Transyouth and Development (CTYHD), once known as the Transgender Youth Help and Development Program, opened as early as 1992. UCLA’s Gender Health Research studies and publications read like Mengele’s dream and man’s nightmare.
In 2000 UCLA, along with Duke, began leading a national program Traumatizing American Families with LGBTQ+ propaganda. In 2008, Bamby Salcedo, an HIV program leader at UCLA, initiated a live transgender youth show and calendar called “Agents of Change.”
Only important people with important messages make it to the White House and in 2016 Salcedo did, presenting at the United State of Women Summit under Obama. “Transwomen are women” is what the public was both to see and hear.
What a coincidence that Cigna’s novel MTF employee filling its new position (director of transgender health), Renee McLaughlin, also ended up at the White House in 2016. Perhaps Salcedo, McLaughlin, and others are operatives of influence? Youthful “trans angels” make for a fawning public deceived by LGBTQ+ propaganda.
To this day Angels of Change hosts events via the Connie Norman Transgender Empowerment Center (CNEC). CNEC claims it is, “the first facility of its kind nationwide serving Trans and Non-Binary individuals and communities of, by and for Trans and nonbinary people.”
Firsts are influenced by something. The fine print on CNEC’s website informs the center was created by the AIDS Healthcare Foundation (AHF) launched in 1987. As the largest AIDS organization in the world today, they claim to “provide cutting-edge medicine and advocacy regardless of the ability to pay.”
Dispensing PrEP drugs, despite potential harm or symptoms of illness, in over 100 US clinics and others across the world to unsuspecting victims is a service. “Gender” is the next evolution of industry. CNEC may not dispense drugs, but it does dispense magical beliefs to a spellbound populace.
For those indoctrinated, accessing drugs is made easy via online LGBTQ+ medical directories. The Gay and Lesbian Medical Association (GLMA) partnered with Cigna in recent years to do just this.
New Synthetic Biology and Devices
Today’s synthetic biology and devices are not for the fainthearted. Synthetic devices for erectile dysfunction in males have a long history. Females were not candidates. No explanation is necessary. In 2016 the Swiss company Zephyr Surgical Implants went there. They now have two models for FTM phalloplasty.

Medical tourism (or trafficking?) is encouraged although there are other companies making “diversity” medical devices and products are available in the US.
There is plenty for the males too. Facial implants, robots for surgery, and even synthetic vaginas. These things are only part of a larger agenda.
Where Next?
Executive orders on day one of the new administration are positive signs. Day two handshakes with technocrats and talk of Oracle are not. Oracle is one of 26 benefactors of HL7 International. They are involved in developing interoperability standards across digital platforms. Capturing the sex binary for “Gender Harmony” is happening. It is a model where social determinants of health, LGBTQ+ data and more, are collected for a global model of healthcare. The model will serve global corporations who view man as nothing but specimens in need of the rising one health model of care.
Things did not end well for members of Heaven’s Gate or the Peoples Temple who followed leaders to untimely deaths. Sons and daughters across the world are being hunted for an evil global “gender” program. Parents and citizen journalists have exposed untimely tragic deaths of the “gender” indoctrinated. May they rest in peace. Ending youth “gender medicine” is only the beginning. Biology is destiny even in the end. It is time to recognize that.
What a depressing read, but what an informative and comprehensive history of man's folly.
I have written about many of the same issues. Here is the story of just one tragic girl, who with the complicity of her family and "medical care" team, transed herself to death in a futile quest to gain the ability to pee while standing. And NB, none of the treatments/procedures she subjected herself to ever assuaged her "gender dysphoria". The just cemented in her mental health problems. https://lucyleader.substack.com/p/rip-griffin-sivret
Excellent essay, very thorough research. Your mention of The Connie Norman Transgender Empowerment Center (CNEC) sent me looking for an old magazine in my archives, The Transsexual News Telegraph: The Magazine About Transsexual Life (Summer 1997 Issue #7) with an article (pages 11-12) about AIDS activist Connie Norman (1949-1996).
'During her last days, Connie continued to go through changes. She started growing her beard. Once she mused "You know, in a different world, I wouldn't have had to cut off my dick to act as nellie as I wanted." The point wasn't the missed dick. Connie had done well with what she had made. The point was society had demanded an impossible choice from Connie: male or female.'
I thought you might find this of interest. So often the men who have chosen genital amputations to appear female, have a brave public story about the surgery, but in private, to friends, reveal sadness and regret.